edge of seventeen....

"act your age!!"
that's totally what im thinking to myself right now and about MYSELF!!

these past 2 weeks have been ultra busy with me goin out and drinkin, dancin around, stayin up late only to wake up early and tryin to meet boys. i wanted to say act your age not your shoe size but as i was discussing my current behavior with a friend she was like no no not your shoe size 16. then i stopped and completely agreed with her. 16. i was a crazy girl back in those days. boy crazy, party crazy, i could care less.

i'm usually not like this because you kno i'm freakin 9 years older than a 16 year old and i have responsibilities but i think all work and no play has made me temporarily insane. i needed a break from my routine. may be part of the reason is because i feel so alone. my bff is currently takin care of herself and le sigh i miss the days where we could just hang, i miss her. i miss all my friends. life was sooo much simplier at 16.

im goin on vacation in 2 weeks!!! FINALLY ECUADOR... my motherland... ima be 3rd world coutry-in it up y'all! let's hope i get to see something get killed woot i'll take video of that hotness!!

i'm practically a senior.... i need to start goin to bed early.... i tried yesterday.... i seriously got into my bed at like 9pm but i didnt go to bed anywhere near that.... i need a nap... see lil old people take naps....